*peeps out from under the rock she has been hiding under*
It is nearly mid-March, but I haven’t put up a proper post yet.
Why? You might wonder. It is not because I was bored of it. Far from it, I was frightened of boring you all to death.
It has become a routine now. I have some really bad things happening in life, I disappear off the blogosphere, and come back a few days later, while telling how bad things were.
A while later, something worse happens, and then I believe it is the end of the world.
This has turned into a well-worn old cassette/record.
I came back out to write this post, for the main reason that this time is different.
I am currently going through one of the worst phases in my life, as of now. My world has turned topsy-turvy. Things I never thought will happen to me, took place. My dad fell really sick, I got into deep trouble in college just because I had an independent individualistic streak in me. I don’t want to elaborate because I really don’t want to dwell on it.
It has come to a point where the things going on in my life seem a bit too much for me. A sort of only rainclouds, no sunshine phase.
Last time something of a slightly lesser intensity came to pass, I fell back into severe depression. Sort of like those dark days.
But, this time, I have stayed strong till now. There has been a feeling of helplessness, hopelessness, because this time, the issues weighing on my mind are far worse.
I can’t say it is back to normal now. But, this too shall pass. I am still continuing to stay strong, and continuing with life.
P.S. I apologise if this post did not make much sense. Also, for the countless spelling and grammatical errors.